. stop me before i say too much .
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Friday, July 11, 2008

 
Currently Listening
Wild Like Children
By Tilly and the Wall
I Always Knew
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Suddenly I am 18.....

Walking away from that familiar house, hearing screams behind me and a slamming door. Convincing myself not to look back and keep walking, leaving it all behind.

Suddenly I am 19....

And being told that she sent a text message asking if I'd be home for Thanksgiving. I felt a sickness in my stomach causing me to keep down a coming vomit.

Suddenly I am 20.....

I heard that she is recently married and just had a child...... and I just can't shake the feeling that I should be there. I should be Uncle Elliot. I should be holding the child in my arms and telling her how proud of her I am.

Suddenly I am 23

A complete shock as I found the friend request in my FaceBook. After repeating "Oh my God" for 3 consecutive minutes, I finally hit Accept. Smiled as I browsed through the pictures of her family. I figure its been long enough..... 6 years has been long enough...........

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